It has been awhile

Well I have not been on here is  a long time and a lot of things have changed for me. First I have 3 kids and one on the way in Feb. There have been a lot job changes but now I found a job that really enjoy and feel that I am making a difference I am an para educator for a local high school emotional support department. There are some really cool people that I work as far as staff and the kids that I get to work are really interesting and have taught me as much if not more then I have taught them. I am still working as an EMT for a company that by most standards should not be a company. I am learning to be more mature and relaxed not that I turned 30. I am hoping for this to be a regular thing that I am focused on this. There have been somethings that are not all happy that have happened but have made me grow up and change my approach to life in general.